I'm 45 now. Have been an addicted smoker since 13, but my husband and I had quit 10 months ago. I've thought about smoking every day since, but managed to stay quit. It's been hard, especially with the fetish (which my husband knows about, but doesn't share). Now we've gone on an extended 2-month trip to Mexico and the second drunken night here, hubby pulls out a pack of cigarettes (Canadian brand, which he'd brought with him) and announces that "It's time for a smoke and some sex"...
Didn't have to ask me twice!
So we chained 2 cigs each, then had a hot time... He said he loves my "smokey cock" and told me it's bigger and harder when I'm turned on by smoke. He wants me to keep smoking while we're here for 2 months, and the idea of getting hooked again is a MAJOR turn-on for me! Went to sleep after that... That was Day One.
Yesterday was Day Two. Didn't smoke until late afternoon, when he pulled out the cigs again. When we were out for dinner I picked up a couple packs of Marlboro Red (Mexican version - bit different than the US version, but good - 10 mg tar and .7 mg nic) and I smoked 5 over the course of the evening.
Today is Day Three, and I woke up craving a smoke. Waited for about 30 minutes until the craving was good & strong, then grabbed my Marlboros and lit up... Hubby didn't say anything, but it was obvious his plan worked... It was So good to have a morning smoke again!! I'm about to light up my 5th cig of the day, and am aiming to finish this pack by tonight (that will be 14 cigs today).
So... 2 on the first day, 5 on the second day, 14 on the third day... Good progression. And I'm back in the grip of smoke & nicotine! Fucking loving it! Can't wait for the cravings to get really strong again -- I always loved satisfying that urge.
Hubby's having a nap right now, but I'm waking him in a couple hours for some "afternoon delight", and I'll have fresh smoke on my breath.
If he really does want us to quit again when we go back home, I have a feeling it's going to be very difficult! Maybe I can get him to try smoking during sex on this trip, and see if it turns him on... Wish me luck!